This is a great song. This song never fail to enlighten me.

Eh F. I dont like this seriously. Whenever I see the two of you, I will console myself that U are just wearing my old shoes and it's because I dont want to wear so I give it to U. I know it's childish to say this but why am I thinking of such retard comments in my mind?

Now I know why, because I care, I really care. What about you? You dont treat me as a lover. You fall for me first okay! It's like how I feel about you that few weeks so I decided to be with you. After my trip back, where are you? Gone, disappear, vanish.

I'm very sure you're a failure, a big failure in everything, not just relationship. Reflect yourself please, look at your bad temper. I can say nobody can tahan it EXCEPT me. Spoilt tampered bitch!

And for him, he's just a 第三者，狐狸精.

It's always hard to find someone who can really lend me their ears. A person who laughs and jokes non-stopping doesn't mean he don't have any single problems at all. It's really very xin ku to keep everything in my heart anymore, I want to shout it out LOUD! ROAHS! I dont want to accumulate all my unsolved problems. Driving me crazy to the max!

Thinking of you like every single sec. Don't do this to me leh, I'm really very sian one leh. What to do? I promised my friend that I'll not be emo after today! Hopefully I can do it! Yeahs. This feeling is back again! Grrr.

Good nights anyway!

Everything starts all again. I wonder if it's my assumption or it's the fact? I really have something to say to you. I think it does make a difference if I said it out but somehow hold back. Now it's even harder to forget you, all those smiles, laughs, jokes and memories that you gave.

I think I've really changed a lot after graduating. I used to joke, mingle, run and laugh around. I dare to say I'm a kid during that time, 19 only okay. But for now, I'm too calm already. People tried really hard to motivate me to talk but I just kept quiet. I really feel like apologizing but somehow my feeling hold me back. Whatever it is, SORRY! =(

Is this the sign of aging or I'm not the old Allan anymore? Why can't I be so hyper like what I am before. And I really get irritated easily nowadays. Tsk-ing and giving stares at people like every now and then.

It seems so hard for me to laugh out loud.
P.S: I will not cry because it's over, I will smile because it happened!